You guys should follow PA :)
I’ve learnt that you don’t need to believe in yourself to enact positive change in your lief, you simply need to make the choice.
If I relied on my belief in myself during my last suicidal episode I would have died, simple as that. I didn’t truly want to die so I had to make a choice /against/ my intuition and feelings, to go on, to push beyond whatever preconception of strength and ability I thought I had and reach into the scary big-ass continuum that is the future. There is a point you can reach of going beyond what you merely ‘feel’ you can achieve and make choices and act those choices out for the better regardless.
Ultimately there is always a choice to make even in the most hopeless situations, to destroy or create, to love or to fear. You might as well have your conscious mind on the positive team and fail than on the negative team and lose because, being on the positive team, even if you fail you will get up again and again and again. I’m not making this shit up, of all things I’ve learnt so far in life this stuff has come from very real and painful experience. So there you go, that one’s on the house :)
I need to write more things down ._.
Every night I live two extra days like a dream.
Every dream I live two extra nights like a day.
Every day I live two extra dreams like a night.